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Friday, January 26, 2007
cassMANdra :) 5:45 PM 」


a series of unfortunate events.
What seemed like so sunny yesterday, in a blink of an eye everything changes.
Is winning really everything? When the news was told to me, immediately my heart sank to the bottom. How am I going to account to the people? But YW assured me, things will be alright. People are just used to equating everything to winning. And I did for that split second. Thoroughly processing the thoughts, It is actually the process that matters. Ten years down the road, no one can remember whether you won the school tournament a not. But then years down the road, those that went through the journey of reaching their goals together with you will never forget. Whether eventually what placing we get, it's ok. This year, our goal is to set a new tradition that will be followed in years to come. I shall not continue to be upset over this shocking news. If there is anyone to be discouraged, I should be the last one and not the first [ironically although I am now]. In days to come, there might be a big commotion about things being announced. By then, I would be strong. You may beat us but you will never break us. MK also reassured that most importantly is to have fun and ehy, stop making fun of my teeth. The minute I see you, your smile, super nice and the next moment, when you talk to me like daffy duck, urgh.

In the midst of my despair and agony, flashes of how different people in subtle ways have pulled me up. My class and their never ending nonsense. Haha. It never fails to make me laugh. MK's smile. It really contains loads of warmth. YW's words. Great to have a christian by my side. Bee Yan and Ama's OL and HL crap. I then realised that many of these daily routines have been ingrained into my life. It'll be part of what I miss in Innova. Thank you.

WHAARRR! Another disaster. I do not know what to wear for IJ's opening ceremony. Formal dress code? 4 years in GM, the ROD has proved to me that I am no good with such stuff. I dont own any skirt other than my school skirt or dress other than my GB uniform. Mr Koh and Mr Tan laughed their heads off upon hearing this. Darn. NOT FUNNY! I can choose not to go but then again. Innova's opening ceremony and I'm invited as a guest! Ehy. Honoring yea! what a dilemna!


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